usual blabbering day

I'm sooooooo emo nowadays?reason?dunno either...so don't ask why....erm...what should I start to talk about?erm.....well my mummy's birthday is coming and I plan to give a real sweet present ^^..I hope she will like it..sssssshhhhhhhh...it's a secret for now...

I realised day by day,my appetite grows tremendously...(-_-')...I'm getting more and more....H-U-N-G-R-Y each day...don't know why...mind u,i'm Not pregnant..=P...I crave for various kind of food,from mihun goreng to cream puffs!gosh*....and for now?I really feel like eating a bowl of delicious pan mee...and of course chilli sauce..not the usual one I mean the extra sour-hot one^^...I'm just sooooooooo in love with chillis..mwahs*

and the stupid camera of mine was not fixed till now...and I'm living off with my cousin(Hannie)'s brand new camera.(i lubb lubb her camera so much..clearer pics).chuckles*...of course for now i really hope my camera wouldn't be fixed...;P..I'm evil rite?=)

about my college?well...I'm torn between TARC and KDU...some prefer me to go to TARC and others are the other way round...o-0..haihz*...oh ya..I've received the offer letter from TARC already^^..so still considering.......(-_-')

oh ya...I would like to confess something..I NEVER went clubbing before..I did NOT step my foots into the places that named Ruums,Maison,Zouk,and etc etc before...ok..laugh..laugh as loud as u want....I know I don't like I'm an innocent girl..but I really never step in before while all the younger ones had been clubbing countless times...I want to go...but sometimes I don't want to go...I'm a mood-swinger^^..so now I got chance to go..but I don't know I should or not?I'm quite conservative in another way round..u noe...scare my drink being spiked...molest cases(although I'm not a head-turner but hey I'm not that bad rite?.......rite?)...since I've listened many different negative stories about clubbing....so go or not?( and my baby don't like me to go to clubbing...why?same thoughts as mine...grins*)

I really hope that I can upload new pics asap...my blog seems lifeless without carmen's alluring pictures...lol

O-0

joking only lah...no need to vomit de lah..=)

my Japan's cousin left me a Japanese fashion magazine..and their clothes are totally absolutely very fashionable..i just loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee their creations..especially 'one-piece'(short cute dresses)...aww*...and their pumps.it will be a fairytale for Malaysian die-hard-fan-of-pumps girls if they ship some of the pumps into M'sia..unlike Malaysia's(I can't imagine that I can't even find a pair that I want until now...grrrr) ..

I'm hunting for cream blushers,lipsticks,lip glosses and mascaras,eyeliners..any good recommendations?=)

a common day

First of all..I need welcome something to my family.....=)..which is.....................

WELCOME!MY NEW BENEFIT'S FAMILY MEMBER...

BOI-ING!WAHAHA*

I would like to thank baby for suprising me with this(u know de lah..how..un-romantic u are)...this is only a part of my SPM present..chuckles*...u still owe me the other part.=P

Ok...maybe I'm going to take foundation at KDU then continue my degree at Monash..yup.I know I blabbered alot about expensive collegesnot-so-good- things but I still think it's the truth personally...just that my mum wants me to go for Monash...as they are the 8th ranked uni at australia..and they offers the best business courses...besides that,I have another option which is UNSW...(for those who don't know what UNSW stands for, it's stands for University of South Wales) It is 3rd ranked in australia and its nearest campus located in S'pore...haihz(-_-')

it's been a long longggggggggggggg time since I go out yamcha and have lunch with

THIS WOMAN!AWW*MISS HER SO MUCH..it's ALL her fault(everyday so bz kao chai..=p)

TAKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!BEARD'S PAPA CREAM PUFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm dying CRAVING for those food now..=(....aww*...i really want to go to Midvalley and get my beloved tako and cream puffs...so hungry eventhough just after dinner...i really really really wish to have the yummmm* delicious mayonaise tako in my mouth and...cold creamy cream puffs in my mouth also..oh gosh* (whispers:my saliva dropping)..=D

n oh ya..baby got himself a Motorola V3i in maroon a week ago n now it's in my hands because I've been a big fan of V3i quite sometime ago.sorry ya baby.i love u..mwahs*.^^..while baby using my K610i..I know I know..it's nothing to be proud of since the motorola V3i is nothing compares to those rm1000++ phones...but still..i....LOVE IT!mwahs*

I'm proud of it^^

my latest animes obssesions..=P

naruto

bleach

full metal alchemist

TARC day

I went to TARC with Pikwan and seowyin yesterday...not really a happy day...kinda like tiring day more....we went to KTM...and met an ex of mine eventhough he can't see me..and I can't see him...Seow Yin was the one who saw him..=D....phewz*...

then we took the stupid bus which wasted our precious hour that we decided to stop at Petaling Street and called for a taxi instead..=P...

TARC was so damn big that three of us got lost in it..chuckles*..got our things done and went out in a really soaked manner....gosh*..the stupid rain..(-_-')

Quite a lot of people(even my mom) wondering why I don't go to Sunway?Monash?Taylor?yup..I don't know why but I felt TARC was same like others more expensive and so called 'cooler' colleges(this is my own personal opinion.no offence to other colleges students) except their bills are higher..and more accomodations!For me...all I need is a place to study got my valuable certs and get good jobs...going to which college is not really a main problem to me..not really picky on these things..=)

Success comes from own hard work...and not those popular lecturers...i believed in 'one percent is inspiration,99 percent is perspiration'...and I don't personally think that the higher fees the college offered..the better lecturers they can provide or even produce better students than others....I mean if a person is lazy...no matter how famous the lecturers are...will they get good results?will they have better jobs?better future?or even better life?lol..is that so?

If u can afford the fees..it's okay..but some teens I saw were,their parents working like bulls...and their children did was..'I want to go the the ??? college!all my friends are there!the college environment was cooler and better!'omgosh*....I mean didn't that ever the word 'parents' crossed the stupid immature minds of urs?I do not mean that I was more mature but then...why can't you get more courteous?more maturity?more sympathy? more considerate?to ur parents..duh* okay..I'm emo-ing here but the things I voiced out TRULY happened...and one last thing I want to comment is..why don't u try exchange your place with your parents for a day?and try their feeling for a day?and i wonder how u'll feel...duh*

emo-ing.....(-_-')

whoa...SPM results day!

First of all..I din'w blog few days ago because I was being chicken-ed...=P...my mood was like the wind..changes its direction every second ticks off...I was like...


OH SHYT!I'M DYING!GOD...PLEASE...please end my beautiful life..pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ya..i know I was extremely emo at that time..but it was out of my control u know....like I was Possesed...scary leh.. O-0..

and today morning I woke up after being a snoring pig...SNOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE for a whole nite..

and I assured that u guys will be like WTH???u still can sleep like a pig a day before SPM???u r totally fantabulous!0-o

anyway...I bet u guys are dying to know my result...aren't u?ngek ngek ngek*...(not for those who already know and asked for my results)..and to those who are very kiasu ...I'm sure u'll be delighted that I din't do really well...

okay..here comes my results:

Bahasa Melayu:1A( If I can't score for this...I don't know I still can score which sub?(-_-')
English:1A(for both local and GCE-O papers)...If I don't own this subject,I'm a real @!@$%#%%^%%&^#%$ ding ding!I mean this is the ONLY paper that gives me confident to score leh...duh*
Morale paper:4B...ok stop laughing.I suck at this.I admit..
History:..ok..I know u guys Awaited for this moment...I score..ta-da!7D!..I do not expect I will pass this sub..so it's been a lucky day for me...i mean I did this paper for like ...erm...45mins?or less?=P
Modern Maths:2A..kinda suprised when I saw this...actually kinda expect it to be 1A..but it's still good for me!=D
Science:2A....bwahahaha!suprised!suprised!
Add Maths:5C...my eyes were like.....huh?5c?I pass?with credit?O-0......YAY!!!my 1ST TIME!..I Frequently fail this sub..nope I suppose I should say.....i NEVER pass this sub before...I guess pure hard work and tons of tuitions really paid off..=)
Accounts:1A.I'm glad that I didn't dissapoint myself....I'm glad that my sleepless nights of doing accounts...paid off..=D
Economics:3B...kinda dissapointed with this...because hopes that I'll get 2A..but..it's ok lah..

okay...I know my results were not as Brilliant as others..(although it was not THAT good..but it's also NOT that bad...okay..maybe for some serious geeks out there..mine was totally lame)..but at least I'm not behaving like a psycho to jump off from the building or what...I mean it was stupid to jump off from a building and DIE..JUST like that...omgosh...did all that for a slip of RESULTS?for god's sake..your life worths much much more than that....

but then...it's a real pleasurable feeling to outdo my own expectations this time since I've been lazy since form2...due to some personal reasons(kinda regret my foolishness at that time)^^...and it's time to get my rewards..chuckles*..

btw..to those readers out there(if that's any)...don't date till u neglect your studies and family when u r in secondary especially form4..it's not suppose to be a honeymoon year..or else all u left is regret.trust me...I know this..cause I've been through this with a hard consequence..study hard and smart and the reward is unexpectedly beautiful...=)

and to all my friends who did well in the SPM...congrats!I love u all!and I'm proud of u guys!=)mwahs*

The Sweet Escape-Gwen Stefani featuring Akon

lI'm kinda into this song nowadays...=)...

If I could escape I would but,
First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away, yeah

You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me

If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo

Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?


If I could escape & recreate a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet (sorry boy)
I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better
& tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo

??? day

Based on the demand from my miss Sherry to update..I'm here to update...u know I'm not an avid blogger like you..=P..I miss the darling so much of mine very much lah..it's been quite some time since I last met her..=(...she's so busy with her assignments..aww*..another 5 more days...SPM is here to take my precious life away..haihz..I know there's no point whining over the results now..but I still want to grumble about it..=P..

Big bro is going to Japan on Sep/Oct..=(...it's both a bad and good news to me...

Bad news:Don know when I can see him again although he can be annoying sometimes..=(

Good news: I can ask him to buy the cosmetics and chocolates and clothing and accesories and etc etc from there^^..especially an ipod ..=P

Things has been quiet to me nowadays..I did ABSOLUTELY nothing except helping mum with the accounts,watching the dramas(anyone know where to get cheaper Heroes and The Desperate Housewives series?),listen to music,playing piano,chatting,eating and that's all..and one thing I miss my friends and my school time..=(..one more saddening news is Seow Yin is going for NS on the 18th..HAIHZ*...going to miss her lots...

okay..I'm really in no mood to blog today....don't ask why..just no mood...ok...so..erm..good day?bye!

nonsense day

i know....my title is a lil weird or maybe super annoying but haihz it's the truth what....I think quite a lot of nonsense lately that if I sum them all..i think my nonsense can fit into my room...the proof?do u understand what am I blabbering earlier?I don't know either....haihz..=(....cny is going to end soon..I really hope it will last longer...although my ang pows stop flying into my beautiful hands to let me recount and recount and recount every starry nite.=( *carmen lub lubb money*...chuckles*..I'm money-minded...u need not remind me..I know it clearly..but anyway..who doesnt love money?name them pleaseeeeeeeeee

another 10 more days..my life isn't going to be as enjoyable like now...not going to be as free as now..not going to be as jolly as now.....the problem-creator?





SPMSPMSPSMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPMSPM





(-_-')...please remember that I like pink roses,lilies,ferrero rochers chocolates,*benefit's products*,M.A.C products,sweets*peach flavoured*,fruits,and most importantly........MONEY....at least i can buy something there...O-0

choosing college has been a headache to me...argh*.......and I really feel like splurging on stationeries....mind u..is CUTE stationeries...=D....sushi erasers from Kinokuniya...then some liquid papers from roominteriorproducts....

I think I've gained some weight which is a good thing for my mom...as she's been worrying about me....u know I've been underweight for sometimes..


O-0...wth????underweighhhhhhhttttt?????



ya..I know I don't even have the slightest chance that I look like a NORMAL underweight person while all my fats were shown on the pics...my legs..my arms......my tummy...(-_-')...but it's the truth what....=P

because of the fact I'm too bored...gonna list out my 'Must-Buys' lists
!st: bag(for college purpose)
2nd: shoes(for college & outing purpose)
3rd:foot cream(missha?ianti?the face shop?skinfood?benefit?)
4th:benefit's eye-con...=D
5th:pumps
6th:still thinking....


I'm pathetic.....duh.....boring-nya....went to OU's wong kok the other day..their food not bad ler....but don't know why i don't really like there...maybe the environment gua....and went to Sri Melaka also...the food is normal...but its not worth the prices..because too normal..^^..watched

The Lady Iron Chef

comments:not funny.storyline sucks.a dissapointment to all Charmaine Sheh's fans including me.Hacken Lee's acting was a total no-no.the last comment....DON'T watch it..but if u feel like splurging ur money but U dunno how...this maybe a good choice.

ok...that's all for today..ciaoz!off to my lunch^^