such a memorable..=)
3 pouties...^^
SUPRISE!
eventhough I was jolly yesterday but at the same time something pierced through my heart...it's been a long long time since I went to her hse...but she rather asked her maid to pass those things to me than came out herself....it's pretty hurtful eventhough I swore that I wouldn't miss or care bout her anymore...damn!what's so great about a new n rich college??as if I'm not up to her standard or what....haihz*...5 years...not many ppl can have 5 years of friendship...and it becomes so fragile from the moment we're out of high school..no point missing a friend like her as I always tell myself..but honestly I do miss her..miss our times...miss our outings...but..it made me feel like crying when I realised that she's not missing any of those...oni waiting for her term to start to have new friends and new life.....am I an idiot?many asked me to forget her...but how?it's now as if i've know her for 5 month or 5 mins..but 5 YEARS...can't u understand?...i do hate her n miss her now at the same time..and it makes me feel tired...really tired...because I'm trying to protect a friendship that never will be the same again....why people changes so much?why?eventhough...I have my friends by my side now..but she?sometimes I was f***ing angry with her....but after a while....argh*...I just hope someone can help me to forget her...someone true enough....someone unlike her...just help me out from this feeling...which makes me feel breathless and suffocated....
emo'ing.....

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chill larrr = D
love you
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