long post...i think(-_-')

ok...one thing I need to announce...it's a need ...not want..so I'll do it right now..right at this minute...

I F*CKING HATE COLLEGE!I HATE IT AS MUCH AS I HATE ADDMATHS!!!!DAMN THE COLLEGE!DAMN THE LECTURERS!DAMN THOSE PEOPLE!N ONE MORE THING DAMN THE STUPID ASSIGNMENTS AND COMPLICATED NOTES!!!!!!!!!DAMN MICROECONOMICS!F*CK!

I'm gonna be very extremely bitchy at this moment?Why?coz I'm damn emotional now!blames who?the college!I'm under VERY serious tension..=(

I really don't want to say this..but I'm afraid that if I don't say it out,I might end up at either tawakal or bahagia the very next day!

first.I don't want to sound like a real bimbo..but i really can't help it...I mean the environment in tarc really doesn't suits me..it is totally Not the same as I imagine before I enrolled to the college...(-_-')..I mean wth will wear harajuku style to college?with LONG black socks,with PINK ribbons on them..gosh*..n colorful BIG BIG hairband and very stand out colorful berlapis-lapis punya baju?haihz*..and guys....speechless*.totally spoiled my study mood

2nd..wth will speak VERY vulgar words like you are speaking any normal kind of languages on the roads?no no..that's understatement..i mean wth wil SHOUT bad words..like u r singing lullaby to a child??(-_-')...students...haihz.....

3rd those lecturers...I admit some of them are really fine lecturers..with fair command of english.but some..I do NOT mean that my english is better than theirs..but because I know that my command in english is not reliable..so I expect my Lecturers to set themselves as good examples for me..I want to learn from them..but the result? ............dissapointing..............

4th...their parkings are...only a word can define their parking system...scary

5th..learnings from some lecturers...are bored..no...worse than bored..I mean I totally DON'T understand what's the course is about....this is my very first time that I can sit in a class listen for hours but don't understand a single thing *..even when i was in highschool...I still understand a bit of addmaths thou..i'm not good in it*..haihz

6th..their food sucks...

conclusion:I'm dissapoint with tarc...so maybe I'll change to other college...*but i scared I can't adapt in other college's environment too...i scared that other colleges environmant will be like here's too*

okay finish bitching.

baby and i went to eat at bbq plaza and chilis few weeks ago...*thumbs up*..thou their food are yummy....but i found out that their service and government tax...are..whoa*...I mean 15% leh...not little de leh...that time taxed me RM10 leh*ouch* didn't i tell u that I'm a stingy person?lol

*pics up next time*

oh ya..I bought something at lasttttttt...to relieve myself from tension and to ease my longing for it..=)...and I let u guys guess what it is first..i'll post its pics up in next post....wanginya..=D

I'm lazy to upload pics lah..stop shooting me lah. pain one ah.I promise lah..next time lah...=)